.Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ' 6:58:00 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
XINYII here.
have you guys ever thought that 'life is unfair'?
and it goes on and on.
'life is unfair life is unfair life is unfair.'
and life is really unfair.
everyone has a something they all want.
like finding true love, having more true friends, etc.
but most of the time, they can't get it.
sad huh?
but there's some ppl, dunno why they so fortunate, always get what they wants.
unfair huh.
ok, i'm being lame again.
LOL
get to the real part.
can you guys communicate well?
mayb yes, mayb no.
ppl read each other everyday w/o knowing it.
that's how we get IMPRESSIONS.
want to know whether someone is saying the truth or not?
listen to what they say.
see their actions.
their facial expressions.
the body never lies.
for example, if someone said, 'hey, you look fat today.'
then adds in,'i was just kidding.'
do you think that person is kidding?
some may just say for the fun of it.
but in actual fact, they meant everything they said.
EVERYTHING.
anyway, i'm lazy to write abt all this.
so, that's one tip for today.
believe it or not, it's up to you.
today was so boring.
v.boring indeed.
i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored.
there's oral tomorrow!
tested by mdm yip.
sian sian sian.
after school was worse.
getting home was even worse.
reaching home was so damn worse.
argh!!!!
sometimes..
i wonder if i should exist.
sometimes..
i wonder if i should care.
sometimes..
i wonder if i should love.
sometimes..
i wonder if i should cry.
sometimes..
i wonder if i should leave.
sometimes..
i wondered 'was i even something?'
sometimes..
i guess i should just say goodbye.
all those memories.
all those moments.
all those time.
all those ---
i held your hand,
and walked down the road.
but we were not even halfway,
when you let it go.
i wanted to cry,
i wanted to scream,
i wanted to find a shoulder to lie on.
i wanted you back.
but it all seems so difficult,
when you could not spare a little bit of it.
time has passed, you had also passed.
so i guess i should just forget everything.
but you didn't leave from my life.
cause i was the one who kept it.
the one who loved you.
the one who cried for you.
the one who shared her everything with you.
and now, nothing has changed.
you don't love me.
but i still love you.
...
ok, this's lame.
so ya, stopping here.
byes.
TO SIYUN:
your life's like an emotional roller coaster huh?
