.Saturday, September 8, 2007 ' 6:07:00 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
HEY ... doreamon here
hey guys ... my life is not very same as it looks to be anymore ...
i am so hurt tat i cant even sae .. i tink de onli way is to write tis inside the blog .. i am so happy at least there this blog here to write my feeling inside
just found out that my dad is having an affair .. i mean i tink i heard them correctly .. i mean its ok if they are alreadi divorce but .. i mean i am so stupid enough to call them not to divorce .. at least i thought they still have a chance ..
what shld i do ?? i mean i noe lifting up all my sorrows to god is not enough .. i need answers .. !! can any wan give me tat .. ok lets not tok abt teir love .. lets tok abt money .. now every bill there is .. everyting tat needs money .. my mother nows pay everyting .. my 'dad' just dun care .. wat de hell is he tinkin ?? my heart seems to be in a lost rite now .. now .. i have to use my savings to pay for my mother .. i dun blame her i just blame 'dad' .. i noe now god must be askin me to stay strong .. there will always be a way ..ya .. beginning of de year i was happy go lucky .. dun bother anyting .. carefree .. no worries .. but why .. the second half .. it turns out everyting opposite .. is tis god's test for me ?? i mean wat is tis anyway .. is super unfair .. haiz i tink i wil write till here ..
hey twisters .. sry tat you guys have to read tis .. i just cant sae it out .. hope you guys understand n dun mind .. hey at least i help tis blog to be alive rite ?? i tink .. hey .. i tink will be writing until here .. will post again ba .. i super feel tat de next time i post .. tings will et better :) PRAYING TO GOD ALMOST EVERYDAY..
hey .. emo finish liao la .. dun worry abt me .. i emo very fast de .. i now ok liao .. just need too emo for a while .. ppl must be emo for a while rite ??
hehehes
